9th April 2012
I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy via ceasarian delivery @ KK Hospital @ 9.04am.
Nice timing eh? His name: Adam Adryan Bin Mohamed Fazly
How we come about to that name?
Oh well.. I like Adam... My husband like Adryan.. So its a combination name to have both parties happy about it.. hahaha..
Delivery went on pretty smoothly even though I suffered chest pain during the operation. They couldnt locate baby position at first until my gynae stepped into the operating theater. I went through spinal injection to numb my lower half of the body.. Everyone in the OT was very convincing and confident which in some way made me feel so secure about the whole operation procedure.
I could still recall the thirst that I had to go through.. I was told to fast from the midnight before..NO drink.. NO food!!! Gosh I dont mind the food but I do mind the drink!!! How can u live without thirst quenchers?
I usually heard people saying that normal delivery is more painful than ceasarian.. Well to those mommies who have never done ceasarian before or mommy-to-be who thought ceasarian is easy way out, well u thought wrong! I believed its the same level of pain..
I almost thought I will die in there when the pain in my chest gets even more painful as the seconds went by.. Alhamdunillah.. when I heard Adam's first cry, I thought.."hey if im destined to die now.. i'll be more at peace!"
His first cry was... a moment of happiness to me.. I could never relate any words to describe the happiness in me.. Suddenly there's this urge to stay alive.. a reason to continue moving in life..
Then Adam was brought to me and I could still remember those eyes that remain shut as though he is still inside me.. those skin..that I believe I work hard for.. those angelic face that made me forget the pain in the operating theater... The very reason I should remain alive..for he is God-sent from above.
Adam Adryan...
I wish u knew how much mommy loves you...
Tuesday, 10 April 2012
Monday, 9 April 2012
Light of my Life
Born on 9th April 2012
He was a blessing from God. Sent from aboved to be loved by many..
He was and will always be my hearthrob.
Mommy love u Adam..
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
Diari Kehamilanku
Dalam melahirkan anak sulungku, pelbagai dugaan & cabaran yang hadir dalam kehidupan ku.. Salah satu nya, semasa kandungan ku berusia sembulan bulan, gynae ku mengesahkan bayiku berada di dalam keadaan 'breech"...atau dalam erti kata lain, "bayi songsang" (bahasa pasar bagi sesetengah kaum melayu). Jadi aku disyorkan alternative iaitu, melahirkan secara ceasarian atau short form for C-sect! Tak tergambar perasaan ku ketika itu..Nak kata sedih..tak lah jugak kerana aku percaya ini sudah ketentuanNya... aku telah lakukan yang terbaik untuk bayiku namun jika ia masih dalam keadaan Breech, apakan daya? Siapa kita untuk melawan takdir? Dalam mencari ketenangan dalam menangani isu ini, aku terpandang salah satu post di Facebook yang amat menenangkan fikiranku.. Ia berbunyi.. " Jika kita redha pada ketentuan ALLAH, InsyaAllah, Tuhan akan mengantikanNya dengan suatu hikmah yang cukup istimewa.."
Dengan itu, aku redha pada ketentuan Allah..Jika ini dugaan Allah padaku, aku redha dan aku pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya.. walaupun aku tahu melahirkan secara ceasarian ini memakan masa untuk betul-betul pulih, aku tetap redha kerana padaku yang penting adalah keselamatan bayiku..
Mengandungkan bayi selama sembilan bulan ni telah banyak mengajarku erti kasih sayang, pengorbanan dan kesabaran..
Kasih sayang :
Aku mula menyayangi bayi dalam kandunganku.. Banyak makanan seperti ikan (yang tidak pernah aku makan) pun aku boleh telan.. alasannya: ikan baik untuk kandungan bayi! Aku mula menyayangi kandunganku.. ternyata dia telah berjaya bertempat di hatiku..
Pengorbanan :
Kalau sentuh bab ni memang amat memilukan.. Tiada pengorbanan yang membahagiakan.. Aku hanya berharap pada suami kerana kami duduk menyewa.. Mungkin aku akan bercerita di lain kali tentang bab pengorbanan ni..
Kesabaran:
Sewaktu mengandung, aku hadapi pelbagai karenah dari orang sekeliling.. termasuk juga dengan suami ku.. Seringkali aku menahan sabar..(ada juga yang aku hilang sabar.. "oh well, im only human!") Di office pulak lain pulak hal nya..
Dalam erti kata lain, kehamilanku banyak mengajarku pengalaman-pengalaman yang baik dan perit. Namun aku bersyukur Allah memberi aku peluang untuk menjadi seorang ibu buat seorang bayi yang cukup comel yang menawan hatiku..tiap kali aku lihat wajahnya...
Dengan itu, aku redha pada ketentuan Allah..Jika ini dugaan Allah padaku, aku redha dan aku pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya.. walaupun aku tahu melahirkan secara ceasarian ini memakan masa untuk betul-betul pulih, aku tetap redha kerana padaku yang penting adalah keselamatan bayiku..
Mengandungkan bayi selama sembilan bulan ni telah banyak mengajarku erti kasih sayang, pengorbanan dan kesabaran..
Kasih sayang :
Aku mula menyayangi bayi dalam kandunganku.. Banyak makanan seperti ikan (yang tidak pernah aku makan) pun aku boleh telan.. alasannya: ikan baik untuk kandungan bayi! Aku mula menyayangi kandunganku.. ternyata dia telah berjaya bertempat di hatiku..
Pengorbanan :
Kalau sentuh bab ni memang amat memilukan.. Tiada pengorbanan yang membahagiakan.. Aku hanya berharap pada suami kerana kami duduk menyewa.. Mungkin aku akan bercerita di lain kali tentang bab pengorbanan ni..
Kesabaran:
Sewaktu mengandung, aku hadapi pelbagai karenah dari orang sekeliling.. termasuk juga dengan suami ku.. Seringkali aku menahan sabar..(ada juga yang aku hilang sabar.. "oh well, im only human!") Di office pulak lain pulak hal nya..
Dalam erti kata lain, kehamilanku banyak mengajarku pengalaman-pengalaman yang baik dan perit. Namun aku bersyukur Allah memberi aku peluang untuk menjadi seorang ibu buat seorang bayi yang cukup comel yang menawan hatiku..tiap kali aku lihat wajahnya...
Monday, 2 April 2012
change in Plan
I was given two weeks HL from my gynae til my delivery date. In the mean time, I had to pack my clothes and my things to head over to my in laws place.. as thats where we will be putting up during my confinement period.
There had been a change of plan.. I wont be at my mom's place but my in law's place.. well..put it this way... my mom's invitation came a lil late.. My MIL approached us and offered to take care of me during my confinement period.. I didnt really agreed in the first place cause i was still waiting for my mom confirmation. I very much would like to stay with my mom.
After much discussion with my husband, and after much convincing done by my husband, I reluctantly agreed. Not that I dislike her but like I said, its about my comfort.. plus im going thru operation so like what they say.. ur own mom is still the best..
I agreed based on the fact that my husband agreed he will take care of me to his very best.. I agreed cause from where I see, it may be a good opportunity to have a good start with my MIL, since she has been nice to me lately.. maybe its the baby... I guess..
So here I am packing.. yet... I feel I am gonna miss what I am having now. and somehow I am really gonna miss it badly.. of course... this is a lil secret! :)
There had been a change of plan.. I wont be at my mom's place but my in law's place.. well..put it this way... my mom's invitation came a lil late.. My MIL approached us and offered to take care of me during my confinement period.. I didnt really agreed in the first place cause i was still waiting for my mom confirmation. I very much would like to stay with my mom.
After much discussion with my husband, and after much convincing done by my husband, I reluctantly agreed. Not that I dislike her but like I said, its about my comfort.. plus im going thru operation so like what they say.. ur own mom is still the best..
I agreed based on the fact that my husband agreed he will take care of me to his very best.. I agreed cause from where I see, it may be a good opportunity to have a good start with my MIL, since she has been nice to me lately.. maybe its the baby... I guess..
So here I am packing.. yet... I feel I am gonna miss what I am having now. and somehow I am really gonna miss it badly.. of course... this is a lil secret! :)
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
babycentre note (36 weeks)
From Babycentre.com
"How your baby's growing:
Your baby is still packing on the pounds — at the rate of about an ounce a day. She now weighs almost 6 pounds (like a crenshaw melon) and is more than 18 1/2 inches long. She's shedding most of the downy covering of hair that covered her body as well as the vernix caseosa, the waxy substance that covered and protected her skin during her nine-month amniotic bath. Your baby swallows both of these substances, along with other secretions, resulting in a blackish mixture, called meconium, will form the contents of her first bowel movement.
At the end of this week, your baby will be considered full-term. (Full-term is 37 to 42 weeks; babies born before 37 weeks are pre-term and those born after 42 are post-term.) Most likely she's in a head-down position. But if she isn't, your practitioner may suggest scheduling an "external cephalic version," which is a fancy way of saying she'll try to coax your baby into a head-down position by manipulating her from the outside of your belly."
"How your baby's growing:
Your baby is still packing on the pounds — at the rate of about an ounce a day. She now weighs almost 6 pounds (like a crenshaw melon) and is more than 18 1/2 inches long. She's shedding most of the downy covering of hair that covered her body as well as the vernix caseosa, the waxy substance that covered and protected her skin during her nine-month amniotic bath. Your baby swallows both of these substances, along with other secretions, resulting in a blackish mixture, called meconium, will form the contents of her first bowel movement.
At the end of this week, your baby will be considered full-term. (Full-term is 37 to 42 weeks; babies born before 37 weeks are pre-term and those born after 42 are post-term.) Most likely she's in a head-down position. But if she isn't, your practitioner may suggest scheduling an "external cephalic version," which is a fancy way of saying she'll try to coax your baby into a head-down position by manipulating her from the outside of your belly."
36 weeks
I hit 36 weeks tomoro and yeah people would be asking a lot of questions by now.. So I dont know to be excited or feeling occupied to answer to others... It has been a long journey for the "both" of us now.. and of course, I cant wait for delivery.. I just hope that everything will go smoothly.. actually I do not what to expect.. I may have read everything about pregnancy and labour but when the actual moment comes, things may be a little outta hand.. its kinda expected! hahaha..
Appointment with my gynae on the 7th March 2012 was a fruitful one.. "He" was behaving.. and we were glad that he is head down. Hopefully he stays that way til the exact moment comes...
Due date: 19th April 2012
Name: Adam!
We look forward to see u darling!! :)
Appointment with my gynae on the 7th March 2012 was a fruitful one.. "He" was behaving.. and we were glad that he is head down. Hopefully he stays that way til the exact moment comes...
Due date: 19th April 2012
Name: Adam!
We look forward to see u darling!! :)
Thursday, 15 March 2012
Rumah Mak atau Mertua
Memandangkan aku akan bersalin tidak lama lagi... kami masih lagi terfikir nak duduk mana sepanjang tempoh pantangku.. Suatu hari suami ku pulang dari reservist selama seminggu dan beliau dengan tenang berkata,
"kalao u nak duduk rumah Mak (iaitu ibuku), duduklah sebab I faham mungkin u tak kan selesa dengan Mama I... ramai kawan-kawan i kata selalunya perempuan lepas bersalin lebih suka dan selesa duduk bersama ibu sendiri.. jadi kalao u nak duduk ngan Mak, u duduk lah.."
Sungguh aku "confused" ketika itu namun aku bersyukur dia amat memahami.. thanks to his reservist friends for that advise.. betul lah kata orang.. bergaul dengan kawan yang baik, baiklah kita..
Memang betul aku lebih selesa duduk dengan ibuku sendiri.. namun aku tahu rumah ibuku tak lah berapa besar seperti rumah mertuaku.. ibu bapaku duduk di rumah empat bilik manakala mertuaku pulak duduk di rumah lima bilik.. namun kerana memikirkan keselesaanku, memang aku mahu duduk bersama ibuku.. kerana..yelah..mak sendiri jaga sepenuh hati sebab nya hanya satu.. bukan ke kita anak dia? bukan aku nak kata mertua tu bukan mak jugak tapi soal keselesaan itu penting.. kalao aku tak selesa nanti boleh sampai tertekan pulak.. baik-baik nak cepat baik.. nanti lain pulak jadinya.. yelah kalao duduk rumah mertua ni kita masih nak kena jaga adab kita juga.. lain lah dengan mak sendiri.. walaupun dijaga dengan ketat, kita masih lagi "bermanja" ngan mak sendiri.. bayangkan kalao kena tegur ngan mak dan kena tegur ngan mak mertua, mana satu lagi "peng"? Lain kan? Sama lah..itu yang aku jangka kan.. sekiranya aku duduk di rumah mertua.
Jadi aku betul-betul bersyukur suamiku izinkan aku duduk bersama ibuku sepanjang tempoh pantang.. 44 hari tau.. bukan sekejap?
"kalao u nak duduk rumah Mak (iaitu ibuku), duduklah sebab I faham mungkin u tak kan selesa dengan Mama I... ramai kawan-kawan i kata selalunya perempuan lepas bersalin lebih suka dan selesa duduk bersama ibu sendiri.. jadi kalao u nak duduk ngan Mak, u duduk lah.."
Sungguh aku "confused" ketika itu namun aku bersyukur dia amat memahami.. thanks to his reservist friends for that advise.. betul lah kata orang.. bergaul dengan kawan yang baik, baiklah kita..
Memang betul aku lebih selesa duduk dengan ibuku sendiri.. namun aku tahu rumah ibuku tak lah berapa besar seperti rumah mertuaku.. ibu bapaku duduk di rumah empat bilik manakala mertuaku pulak duduk di rumah lima bilik.. namun kerana memikirkan keselesaanku, memang aku mahu duduk bersama ibuku.. kerana..yelah..mak sendiri jaga sepenuh hati sebab nya hanya satu.. bukan ke kita anak dia? bukan aku nak kata mertua tu bukan mak jugak tapi soal keselesaan itu penting.. kalao aku tak selesa nanti boleh sampai tertekan pulak.. baik-baik nak cepat baik.. nanti lain pulak jadinya.. yelah kalao duduk rumah mertua ni kita masih nak kena jaga adab kita juga.. lain lah dengan mak sendiri.. walaupun dijaga dengan ketat, kita masih lagi "bermanja" ngan mak sendiri.. bayangkan kalao kena tegur ngan mak dan kena tegur ngan mak mertua, mana satu lagi "peng"? Lain kan? Sama lah..itu yang aku jangka kan.. sekiranya aku duduk di rumah mertua.
Jadi aku betul-betul bersyukur suamiku izinkan aku duduk bersama ibuku sepanjang tempoh pantang.. 44 hari tau.. bukan sekejap?
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