9th April 2012

9th April 2012

I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy via ceasarian delivery @ KK Hospital @ 9.04am.
Nice timing eh? His name: Adam Adryan Bin Mohamed Fazly
How we come about to that name?
Oh well.. I like Adam... My husband like Adryan.. So its a combination name to have both parties happy about it.. hahaha..

Delivery went on pretty smoothly even though I suffered chest pain during the operation. They couldnt locate baby position at first until my gynae stepped into the operating theater. I went through spinal injection to numb my lower half of the body.. Everyone in the OT was very convincing and confident which in some way made me feel so secure about the whole operation procedure.

I could still recall the thirst that I had to go through.. I was told to fast from the midnight before..NO drink.. NO food!!! Gosh I dont mind the food but I do mind the drink!!! How can u live without thirst quenchers?

I usually heard people saying that normal delivery is more painful than ceasarian.. Well to those mommies who have never done ceasarian before or mommy-to-be who thought ceasarian is easy way out, well u thought wrong! I believed its the same level of pain..

I almost thought I will die in there when the pain in my chest gets even more painful as the seconds went by.. Alhamdunillah.. when I heard Adam's first cry, I thought.."hey if im destined to die now.. i'll be more at peace!"

His first cry was... a moment of happiness to me.. I could never relate any words to describe the happiness in me.. Suddenly there's this urge to stay alive.. a reason to continue moving in life..

Then Adam was brought to me and I could still remember those eyes that remain shut as though he is still inside me.. those skin..that I believe I work hard for.. those angelic face that made me forget the pain in the operating theater... The very reason I should remain alive..for he is God-sent from above.

Adam Adryan...

I wish u knew how much mommy loves you...